O God, where are You? I need You now. Can You hear me? Do You care? Can You see that I’m down to my last Friend? I’ve done some awful things. I’ve taken the body You’ve given me and used if for cheap thrills and false affection. I’m sick of selling myself for Money that is soon spent. Sick of feeling used instead of loved. Sick of painting a smile on my face when inside I’m screaming. Sick of dressing up a body that has lost its soul?
Lord, I feel so filthy, I just want to be clean. Forgive me for using my beauty to bring out the beast in men. Touch my tears with Your mercy and whisper hope for the future to me. I want to climb up in Your lap and be a little girl again – innocent and new.
They say You are the God of second chances, the God of new beginnings. You’re the only One I can count on. From now on, I’m Your woman. I belong to You alone. Be my Hero. Be my Shelter. Be my Man. Give me Your Holy Spirit to abide with me. In Jesus Name. Amen.
